Sunday, April 10, 2011

Trevor

I am going to introduce a new character to the blog. The past week and a half have been pretty "red-like". I am starting to date this new guy Trevor Searle. He is a farmer from Burley, Idaho. Served his mission in Argentina, and he also attends the temple every Friday evening to help out in the endowment sessions. Needless to say, with those facts alone, he is pretty much everything that I am supposed to look for in a guy. We went on a date last Thursday and have hung out everynight since. Another date is set for Tuesday. I am determined to do this the right way because so much went wrong last year and I don't need a repeat. Just want to let you girls that I am, for the first time in a long time, truly happy. I feel like my old self. Trevor makes me want to be a better me. And yes, it is kinda early to tell but I think this could be something great if I let it be. I have recently realized that I can be quite hesitant when putting myself out there. I don't want to be vunerable and get hurt in the end. I also believe though, that God has a plan for all of us and these moments, whether they are red, yellow, purple or orange, come when the time is right and when we need them the most. How grateful I am for my Savior and the blessings and comfort he has given me these past hard months. I am seeing a path being open up to me and I am taking it, for good or bad. I love you girls and promise to keep you all updated. You three mean the world to me and are definately my angels. Love from Logan.